Another Yule gone by, My home was filled with the laughter of a child again.It was a mixed day , I missed my grown kid's, but as kid's grow they have their own plans and since I am in a state over from where they are, they did'nt make it here yesterday. I saw the grand children and my daughter Sunday. That was very nice, Today I rested a little... my house look's like a tornado hit it!! LOL! How dose your's look?
I have room to room TOY"S!!! Yes another GREAT Yule..
Brightest Blessings to ALL.

We are heading to R.I. tomorrow, for a Yule visit (DCF) with my grand kids. I can't wait to see them again, yet I still hurt with the kind of pain only a mother can know. The pain that live's right inside your soul somewhere and never leaves you.
My Daughter called me last night, she was wrapping gift's for all her kids and she was crying! She won't see them on Xmas day, she will not see the joy in there eye's, she will not be able to hug them , she won't hear them say "Mommy, I love you"
There will be no Yule dinner at her house this year as there was none last year either, It has been 2 years now since they took her children.
It is here fault, she never got her priorities stright, Still, she is MY child and my heart is broken for her.
she will get to see them for an Hour tomorrow, Not neerly enough time to be with your children!
She has 7, the new baby is only a month old now.
For the most part, they are with family, they are loved and very well taken care of, they are also going to be adopted very soon by the people that have them, I am one, I was lucky enough to get Emmy when she was a little baby.
I just wrapped the present's We are taking , and I cry, I cry for what they have gone through, I cry for MY child, why did'nt she just listen to me when I tried to tell her?She would have her kids had she LISTENED!! I cry for not being able to see them often enough. I cry that they are seperated.And I cry because it all just HURT'S!
Tomorrow will be full of joy and heartache, it's so hard saying "BYE" to them,
Brightest Blessings to ALL...

Its almost Yule. I love this season, everything seem's so warm and inviting. The spectral mass of colors can be seen everywhere around you.
The excitement and rush of the season can be felt anywhere you go. It give's the allusion that the world is decorated and blanketed in Peace!
Give your children an extra tight hug and remember all those overseas that are to far away to hug their's.
Brightest Blessings to ALL....

I went to check on Emmy and look how she fell asleep!! She is too much. It always amazes me the way they can sleep so soundly in soo many different positions and places!!!

She dose'nt go anywhere without her "BABY" That is he doll's name, and she drag's her everywhere she goes! She also put's her Baby's PJ's into the laundry basket every couple days for me to wash them!! She's a good mommy.. LOL!

Brightest Blessings to ALL...

TINK TIME

OK, so I got the music player attached and working here buuut, I can't get rid of the one up top!!! ERRRR! HELP!
It snowed again here yesterday, it was very slippery driving though. We are suppossed to get more snow tonight. I was hoping to go do some more Yule shopping tomorrow, but not if its bad out.Emmy has a favorite ornament now, she has been hanging it on the tree in different places all day today! I guess she will eventually hang it on a brance she likes! LOL. She is too cute!
Brightest Blessings to ALL.

The first snow of winter has kissed the ground

here,

The trees are beautiful with their ice jewlery

hanging down from every branch.

The air is sooo cold and crisp, it effects every sence you posses.

I Love this time of year!!

We are suppossed to be getting more snow today, I like watching the snow through the windows, it looks like the trees bend and move with every flake that falls, as if they are intentionaly gathering up their snow flake jewel's!

Brightest Blessings to ALL...

I never knew just how muchstuff can be collected in 7 years!! I still have box's to unpack,almost every box I have unpacked, I pull out something and ask myself "WHY?' I have no idea why I have so much STUFF??? I am still throwing away as I am unpacking!!Our new home is taking shape nicely now, Some of the pictures are hung up now, the living room is put together, so is the kitchen. Our room has been the box deposit room! So there is still a lot to do. But it will all get done.I am still overwhelemed with all the room we have here .LOL! I feel like a fish in the ocean now instead of a sardene in a can!!
Brightest Blessings to ALL...