I spent Sunday visiting my grand children at the DCF office. I got to see and hold my new grand son for the first time. He is sooo cute.
I had lots of fun playing with the kids and even more time trying not to let them see my heart breaking! I love them so much and I can't even begin to express the hurt I feel. I only get to see them every 3 weeks, that's when my Daughter can see them as well.
She seem's indifferent to the whole situation! These are her children! She dosen't even play or hug them. I just don't understand her.. I never will, I guess.But I still Love her too, she is my child and right now I think more than ever she need's her mom! Even if she won't admit it..
Brightest Blessings to ALL..

The crisp windy, rainy weather of Fall has arrived here. The cloud cover is beautiful, sun shines through dark clouds, Birds fill the sky in a multitude of colors, searching for shelter before the rain comes down.
We are still looking for a bigger house to move to,I am finding as the days pass with still nothing we have seen is right. I am getting discouraged!! I think some days that we will never find a house!!
But then I realize we are all fine and happy and sooner or later we will find what we are looking for!
Brightest Blessings to ALL..

Emmy was outside in the yard, discovering her world once again. She is always amazed by the things she finds, she Loves looking at the sky, the clouds seem to grab her attention longer than anything else dose, she stands looking up till she gets dizzy then she sits down and will continue to look up at the wonder's she see's in the sky!
I recomend taking time to look up at a cloud and beyond what is right here at any given moment, Daydream for a while.
Brightest Blessings to ALL..

Number 7 Grand child!! Jorden..

I just got these from the on line nursery. too cute..

Through Emmy's eyes..

I spent this rainy day just playing with and watching Emmy. At one point She stood at the glass doors just watching the rain hit the ground, totally content and amazed at what she was seeing, and once again I found myself on my knees at the same door with her watching and listenning and again I was in AWE of the simple splender of rain drops and the sounds they make! Thank you Emmy for showing me again how wonderious and amazing the simplest things are .
Brightest Blessings to ALL.

This to will pass! SOON???

I Was reading my favorite blog Dairy wife, I have the same problem with my 2 year old.. I think I am raising an OWL!!! She dose NOT sleep! I have not slept in Month's...
She dose not take nap's either and still, I am trying to get her to sleep sometime before midnight!! LOL!
There is'nt enough coverup on the planet for the BAG's I am getting under my eyes!!
Forget any romance... By the time she finially goes to sleep, I am exhusted and Hubby is sound asleep!!
I think 2 year old have a LOT of nerve having Temper Tantrums!!!
I need to have one! LOL
I do however allow myself 5 minutes a day to have a total breakdown! It work's, try it..
I usually go into the bathroom and wring face cloths, while engageing in some very colorfull conversation with the woman in my mirror. She was once smart and SANE!!! LOL..
I would settle now just to be able to go PEE in peace!
I just went to check on Emmy, she put three rolls of toilet paper into the sink and had the water running!!! Ever wring out toilet paper?? YUCK!!! I look on the bright side.. she could have put it into the toilet and flushed, All in all it's not so bad... Anyone have a roll I can borrow now till I get to the store????
Brightest Blessings to ALL.

Little Blessing!

My Daughter had a baby boy this morning, Jorden, He weigh's 7 pounds 12 OZ. and is 20 inc. long.
They are both fine. Thank Goddess! I was very worried about her as this was her 6 th C-Section.
I think this is a Gloryious way to start a new week!The sun is out here and the air is cool and crisp, Tree's have begun to change colors to welcome Fall.It's a perfect day to welcome a new little Witchling!
Brightest Blessings to All...

All hollows eve will be here soon!!!

The Witch's New Year! Another turning of the wheel . So much more than a night of candy for the kiddies.
Samhain Pronounced "SOW--IN" As in a Pig is a SOW.
This is the day when the veil between the world of the living and the realm of the dead is at it's thinnest,the spirits of departed loved one's walk the earth visiting family and friends and join in ritual celebrations.This is the Prime night for any type of spirit contact rituals.
The feeding of the dead is also done on this noght, food is always left out for the spirit travlers, candles are also left lit to help guide them along their way. This is where the origins of modern Halloween customes of the Jack O'Lantern and trick or treat started.
Witch's remember their ancestors and all those who have gone before.
After Samhain, Witch's celebrate Yule.,and so the Wheel of the Year is complete.
Brightest Blessings to All..

The bottom of the Cauldron!!

Monday Morning again! Emmy woke up at 3 A M.... I am soo sleepy right now! She is running around here.. I wish I had part of her energy..
I'm not sure now if we are moving to the BIG house.. It seem's it was built way back in the day, and is full of Lead paint!! I cant bring Emmy into that, unless it's all removed and re painted!!
I am SAD now, I so much wanted that house.. But I guess it's not ment to be..Somewhere out there is the house we are ment to have.. We just have to keep looking and never give up..
Brightest Blessings to ALL.

Circles!

This has been a busy week for me. I am still packing, and trying to keep a path through the house to walk. Its also become Fall without my noticing. maybe because it's still in the 80's here!! My youngest son turned 28 on Monday while My MOM turned 81 today!! A grand son will be born the 15 th of this month also.I am Blessed with seeing 4 generation's together in my lifetime. My Mom, ME, My 3 children and my Daughters children.
Life is always full of wonder, you just need to see it!!
Brightest Blessings to All.

Flying fast in one spot !

I have been Packing for this move for days now and looking around, I have not made a dent yet!!!ERRR>
I think I just need to take a break.Emmy is taking a nap, I am cooking supper right now.Than I think I will just spend some fun time with Emmy... Packing can wait till tomorrow!
Brightest Blessings to All.